I have my reasons, one is I’m posting pretty much daily over at Gaming Moments, and another is that I’ve got back into EVE Online and am pretty involved with that just now. I’m also pretty contented, which lessens the need to rant and, unfortunately, any creative urges I may have.
Its something I noticed quite early on in my attempts at writing (long before I had a blog), the words would only flow when I was unhappy about something. My muse is depression, my inspiration comes from the tormented part of my soul, which has been pretty quiet of late. I think my son defuses alot of the negativity I had sloshing around, every time he does or says something (he’s talking alot now) my heart just melts. I find it very difficult to be angry about anything anymore. I’m sure that if some malevolence was directed at him I would react with my usual vitriol and rage but I think I’ve seen that there are more important things to get worked up about than that which raised my ire in the past.
So, apologies again for my lack of blogging, and I promis I’ll try and be more faithful in future.
